hello! nabawasan narin ang mga problema ko ngayong linggo'ng to. bakit? ahh.. eto ang dahilan.
for this past few months, meron nag-"paparamdam" sakin na classmate. ok, let's call him 'X' nalang. hmm.. what's to like in him? madami.. he's really kind, caring, and silent. he always waits for me until my sundo comes... haha. BUT, i just couldn't see myself being with him.. why? okay, so maybe almost everyday he's accompanying me, but we never (ever) talked. as in, no stories and no humor at all. parang ang dull ng moment pag kasama ko siya.. ang hirap maka isip ng topic na pwedeng pag-usapan.. haay, ang hirap naman ng ganon.. :( so, i decided to tell him what i think about the two of us.. after all, i still have feelings (?) for john. (what's new..? haha) we're not talking to each other at least for now and we just acted as if nothing happened. *sigh* i don't feel guilty.. because he said something that really really struck me.. jorel asked him if he was hurt by my decision.. guess what he answered? "okay lang yun, it's her loss not mine.." =p ohwell, any comments? wahaaha. at least yun, nabawasan narin ang worries ko.

`still lost.