i'm back with my old self again.. crying without any reason at all. being affected with no reason at all.. i'm just wondering, how do you stop yourself from being hurt by another person? :(

yeah, yeah.. that's what happened to me awhile ago.. i saw Miko with his crush sitting on the bench diagonally from our room.. they we're like sitting VERY close to each other.. waaah! i couldn't help it but cry.. ok fine.. i know it's worthless because i have no right to be jealous or what so ever.. but i really can't help it.. :( i'm hurt.. it's really painful seeing the guy you like being happy with someone else.. harhar ang drama.. pero ganon eh.. yung "closeness" namin ni Miko, nawala na.. nag laho na.. unlike before wherein we'd always talk, always tease each other, always exchange jokes with one another.. pero lahat yun nawala na... i just want to know did i do something wrong? what does "SHE" has that i don't? does she like him like i do? does she appreciate him like i do? does she need him like i do? UGHH.. guys will always be guys.. and us girls? will always be girls.. :\