hello! :) as you all know.. i'm really really really happy right now. =p you know why? haha!

- yesterday (saturday) i was picked up early from school and my dad decided to drop me off in glorietta with my mom coz he's going to pick up kuya pa, at first.. inisip ko, ayoko na pumunta ng glorietta kasi naka uniform pa ako and tinatamad narin ako.. so i texted mom and she said that go directly to t.g.i.f and she'll wait for me there. and so i did... when i arrived in glorietta, i had this "feeling" of something.. well.. pinabayaan ko lang.. anyhoo.. after mom finished her lunch in friday's we decided to go to rustan's.. as we we're walking.. the feeling kept on bugging me!!! and to my surprise... while my mom and i was walking at G3... guess who i saw? i saw john! miko, qiel and paulo. SHUCKS! i can hear my heart beating faster! HAHA. una ko nakita si miko eh.. mag tatago pa nga dapat ako! perooo.. nakita niya din ako... haha. so yun, nag-hi sakin si qiel and miko. and john didn't actually say a word, but i asked them kung san sila pupunta.. that scene lasted for a few seconds only.. dang. *sigh i think i became a tomato back then! lols.. after seeing them, of course i couldn't help myself from smiling! :D while mom was trying out clothes from CK, i texted john:

me: daym.. i had a feeling na makikita kita! haha.

john: ganun talaga.. =) nood tyo.. Longest yard.. 550.. Sama ka? ü

me: magpapagupit ako eh.. pati napanuod ko na yan. mamamatay si ano... haha!

john: wag ka na magpagupt.. nood ka nalang uli! =) bilis na!

me: hindi talaga pwede eh.. hello, puro lalake kayo hindi ako papayagan.. =)

john: ocge.. next time nalang.. ganyan ka naman eh.. hehe

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haha! may pa-drama drama effect pang nalalaman! :) *sigh sayang.. hindi ako nakasama. engk! next time talaga! BUT it didn't end there.. talaga naman pinagtatagpo kaming dalawa.. :) pinapunta ko siya sa rustans sa G4, since mag-sshopping din si mommy.. =p ayun, pumunta sila.. nagkwentuhan.. nagasaran.. and i met paulo narin. so yung mga 'true' friends ni john kilala ko na.. hahaha!

aww.. sobrang.. namiss ko si john.. seriously.. :/ i wish time had stopped while we we're talking, if only he knew my TRUE feelings for him.. i wish i could've just hugged him at that very moment.. i wish.. :( he's still the same, the same old-john that kept on teasing me.. daym.. i miss him. i miss john. I Miss You, John.

my gut feeling was true, i had this feeling na magkikita kami talaga.. the same feeling i had when i saw him unexpectedly 2 times a few years ago.. shucks.. bakit ganon? sign na nga un diba? eh bat parang hindi parin nag-hihit kay john yung thought na yun? Grrr.. :/ how long must i wait for him? i can't hide it.. no one would replace him.. no one COULD replace him.. :(