I arrived in school at around 7:10 am, the prof was already there but still, I made it. haha. Couple of minutes after, I saw Miko passed by our room together w/ some of his blockmates and Qiel. I can feel butterflies in my stomach, and my heart was beating sooo fast, then suddenly I saw Qiel waving at me, telling me to go out of our room. I was really worried and I couldn't think straight, but I stood up and asked permission to our prof and went out. And there, I saw Qiel and Miko outside our room.
Qiel unexpectedly told me to talk to Miko. oh great... I didn't want to, but he INSISTED. *sigh anyway, Miko approached me and we had our so-called talk.
M: Steph, galit ka ba sakin?
S: Hindi, hindi ako galit...
M: Sorry talaga.
S: Oo nga, sorry nasabi mo na yan.
Sorry, sorry, sorry. Apologize everywhere. Hindi naman talaga ako galit sakanya... Nakakatuwa nga kasi pag naiilang ako kausapon si Miko, si Qiel ang magsasalita, to break the ice. ooh boy. Qiel kept on saying na mag-bati na kami, and dapat mag usap ang mag pansinan na kami. He even mentioned na dati daw lagi kami magkasama na parang hindi kami mapaghiwalay, and masaya daw yung okay kaming tatlo dati... Na ganon daw talaga ang buhay, madami pa naman daw diyan and so on.. Bigla hinirit ni Miko na "malay mo, maging kayo..." I couldn't look at him straight, I was so ilang.. Geez. After nung whatever talk namin, pinapasok narin ako nila Miko sa room.
After our talk, I felt.. Ugh, somehow relieved and somehow manhid. Pfft. I had the "courage"(ngek, corny) to say hi to him when we passed by them at the chem lab. ^^o
Kymmy gave me something, a stuffed monkey! :) Ooh boy, I knew ittt ;p It's sooo cute, and thank you so much for Myhyko and the letter. i .heart. tarsiers :)
Everything was going well, Tine saw RK, Gel saw Dale (uber daming beses lang naman!) and I think Michy saw her Mico as well. Before our chem, Michy, Tine & I went to the canteen to buy water. Bam, there was Miko and Arvin, BUT take note: I didn't look at them! :) yes! haha, as we we're about to leave the canteen, Tine & Michy told me that some girls we're like looking at me and talking about me. WTH. nag init ulo bigla! haha :P I looked at them... muntik nako mahimatay sa ka-PANGITAN nila! >:D madapa sana sila HAHA!
After our chem, I went to Qiel to have a little chat w/ him. Again, Miko was our subject until finally naalala ko na meron pala ako ipapaalala sakanya na sabihin sakin kung ano yung sinabi Miko sakanya tungkol sakin! which is a wrong idea... Jmar joined us and kasali siya sa usapan. Sooo... tutogtutog. Ayaw talaga sabihin ni Qiel sakin kung ano yun pero sobrang pinilit ko siya which is a very bad idea.. Ang sabi niya.. Sabi ni Miko na hindi kami compatible, masyado akong tahimik and hindi siya ang "right guy" sakin... =/ i never should've nagged Qiel to tell me the things what Miko told him. Qiel was like, "ano, okay ka lang?". I thought everything was alright already. But it's not. I left Qiel and Jmar and went back to our...
... i'll end my entry here. Tine & Mich knew what happened next. thank you so much
Qiel, sorry for leaving you awhile ago. I'm not mad at you. Thanks for telling me...
I thought this would be a great day for me. As what Kymmy texted me earlier:
Akala ko talaga. But then again, I was sooo wrong. Oh well...